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Orange: You need thrills, challenges and danger to
feel alive. It is all about pushing limits for
you. You are able to react quickly to your
environment and readjust to change with little
stress. You like to flirt, but are rarely, if
ever, any more serious than a casual fling.
You have a creative side that you show to few
people. You know how to answer the door when
opportunity knocks.
Secret emotions: Fear and Motivation
What color is your aura?
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[19 Jul 2003|10:28am] |
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human nature - now that i found you |
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hello hello how are we all doing?
im feeling bloody fantastic i just came back from golbourn kind of glad to be back in civilisation i had to live with out my phone it was horrible!
be i feel totaly revitalisaed and full of life its so kool!
well im going out tonight going to have a big one whats new. well im at work at the moment knid of bored being the only one in the office. its all good.
well for once in my life i havent got much to say at all so im going to go cya xoxoxoxox
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[12 Jul 2003|11:45am] |
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[12 Jul 2003|11:22am] |
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savage garden - crash & burn |
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back at work again
finished everything i had to do
so now im just goin to bounce around and listen to crappy music becuase all they have here is 2GO. CRAP
anyway im going out tonight which is gona be heaps fun. i met some more people at largo last wednesday night/morning through my friend sarah. so i'm going out with them tonight it's really handy cause they live like 10 mins away from me.
well i been having heaps of fun latley execpt for the bad news charli gave me. she has benn fucking my best friend aaron and now she thinks shes pregnant to him hows that.
hang on gota send a message. ok done.
hmmm what to do now so bored!!!
might make a few phone calls since im in the office by myself.
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[05 Jul 2003|01:59pm] |
You have been involved in a shameful online RPG,
and your soul will never be clean. You've
soiled the memory of a dead author and
neglected yourself and other human beings for
months at a time; there is no way to make up
for this. The Lord has turned His eyes from you
forever!
Keep back, you utter trash!
Why Will You Go To Hell?
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[05 Jul 2003|01:51pm] |
You come from the Ocean. You've always been drawn
to the sea, the sound of the waves, the crystal
blue water, near the sea is where you belong.
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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| IS EVERYONE STILL HERE ?? |
[05 Jul 2003|11:18am] |
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well its been awhile.
well i have been partying my ass off latley im lucky if i've even been home once in over a week. well im at work now after getting hoome at 3 this morning and having a few games of pool, having a few more drinks then eventually pouring myself into bed and getting up and hour later. but i suprisingly feel really good.
i ran into gra last night who i havn't seen for awhile and i now know the reason for that. but we had a good chat and danced for awhile then he piked out.
well i am meant to be going out tonight not sure if im going to or not yet well see how i feel when i get home.
i got a few ofers to go out i just gota decide where im going to go.
you know what this time away from everyone has done me really good. i havent even been to the fire station in over a month and i keep getting all these messages on my phone but i just don't care at the moment. they are having alot of trouble getting things done at the station casue im not ther to organise anything and no offense but those males cant organise anything!!!
this time away from everything has made me realised that i have held on to so many things that i just needed to let go of and i finally let go and i feel so good for it!!!!!
im so over it!!
i think i have had about 5 cups of coffee in the past hour maybe thats why im feeling so good. :)
god i just walked outside and it is god damn freezing thank god i got the heater in here!!!
im am so bored here im the only one in the office and hmm i might make a phone call.
ok so an hour later after i get off the phone im bored again!!
well im going out with tara tonight. she asked me to go out with her last wed so i thought why not.
we both decided we are going to stay out till 6 and then my friend chris one of the security guards will drive me home cause he lives near me.
so its all good!
god staffi is funny what the dog says goes, the dog has spoken! :)
tara and i had the funniest converstion the other day about monkeys in purple too too's and having purple wings like bats wings. i have no idea where that came from...
well so much for me going home to bed now when i get home i gota get dressed then go to tatr'a place to help her figure out what to wear, im going to be so go damn tired tommorrow. knowing me i'll be going out that night anyway ill just have to take a little pick me up.
i wiish it was summer agian i am so dying to go to the beach!!!!
well i better get back to work. like theres anything to do anyway. i spose ill find something.
ta ta
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[21 Jun 2003|01:47pm] |
detached from my own state of mind...............
LEAVE ME ALONE......
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[21 Jun 2003|11:33am] |
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i'm one of those people who like to keep my friends kinda seperate.
i have my friends from the fire station, my tafe friends, my friends at the club, my friends in cardiff but when i really want to get away from everything the best place to be is with your best friend.
well my space has been invaded and toni you wonder why im distant.
i see you everyday and almost every weekend now your basically living across the fucking road.
anyway i cant actually believ i made it to work this morning after being so drunk last night. nikki and me drank a bottle of champaine to celebrate her going for a new job then i went out to woodys and had so many drinks bought for me so i was hardley walking by the time i left.
but suprisingly no hangover and im really hyper.
well i have actually got lots of work to do today so i better get back to it.
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| AM I STILL ALIVE? yep theres still a pulse |
[17 Jun 2003|03:18pm] |
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evanescence - my immortal |
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shit this si like the first time i ahev been home since last tuesday night.
im so happy i actually get to sleep in my own bed!!!!! :)
well my weekend was pretty good i went out to woodys friday night then went up tp cardiff afterwards.
went to a small party sat night then went back to stoffi's house with toni, frans and fluffy was already there.
sunday i went to shire with stoffi and met all these new people who were really kool i went back and had dinner with them all (thankyou) andi ended up staying at stoffis and fluffys again.
i got up at bout 7 then wetn to tafe. that was really entertaining.
i ended up going back to taras house to do some assignments that we never got done :) because the phil graham and brian came over ao we wetn driving and went and got pizza they ended up leaving at about 2 and i didnt sleep very well.
i had to go to tafe today but thankgod i only had one class thats why im home now.
im going to start the circle all over again going out to largo 2moro night, leagues club thursday, woodys fri night, party sat night, girls night sun night(the boys will come over ad well end up having another party)
im going to be so tired!!!!!!!!
lying there in my bed
thinking about waht we had
thinking about what we shared
believing that you actually cared
hearing you whisper my name in your sleep
you are the one i wish i could keep
now i see i was a fool that was blind
it was all an act you were never that kind
for the first time, you moved away from me
i'm not holding you, it's hard to believe
i feel like my heart has been ripped into shreds
thrown on the ground and left there for dead
you smile ant me when people are near by
things change when there not around.....
i cant keep living this heartbreaking lie
i once looke in your deep brown eyes and saw your soul
but now when i look all i see is the cold
the compassion you had is covered in ice
now i can see that feelings have their price
the price i paid was losing you
i feel so lost, alone and confused
i don't know what to do
turning away and saying goodbye
the hardest thing i ever had to do.....
i felt like my heart and love had died
god i write some shit !!!!!! :)
well i think im going to go have a shower and go to bed cause im going to need some sleep before i go to the fire station tonight!!!!
well im off be good if you cant be good br good at it :) xoxoxoxox
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